ma Vie

maybe u’d wish that it would just go away, so u wont spend more time to think about it anymore…but when it remains there, and u feel that u cant do anything to get rid of it, then what would u do ? would u let it be there, hoping that time would burry it..or maybe u’d put it far inside ur mind, hoping that soon u’ll forget about it as u then have many ‘lets-make-it’ more important things to think about. or would u live with it, enjoy it and learn something from it…as people always say that things that happen in ur life, believe or not, have something to learn about.

oh well..thats life…u wont be alive if ur mind is empty… ;))

so live ur mind to its fullest ! hah !!

yup, you got it right, mate ! im joining the club 30 this year, last july to be precised.

30 is nothing but age. age is nothing but number. but as ur number gets more and more, doesnt it give u a creep feeling inside?

30 means ur leaving the era of the 20s. an era where you start glowing in ur life. an era where u’re young yet adult. an era where u are fully responsible for whatever ur doing. an era where everything is beaming at u.

oh well.. maybe im just making such a big deal of it. of leaving the era of the 20s. maybe im just too afraid of getting older. too afraid of having the ‘must thing’ to be more "behaved" than before.

anyway, this is just a thought…